This is my first time joining a support site for weight loss, but I need some help. I was always very small until college…I finally hit 100 pounds my sophomore year. I was so excited because I was a stick figure. During my junior year, I became very tired and gained 30 pounds very quickly. After a battery of tests, no one could explain what was wrong. I just accepted my new self.
In my early 20s I had two children and my weight after the second child stayed on and I stayed in the 140s. Sine then, I’ve fluctuated a lot but never getting less than 140. a couple months ago I hit my highest weight of 166. Again, I’ve been feeling tired and sick and barely had the energy to even get out of bed. Again, my doctor ran blood tests and said that everything seemed normal and she couldn’t explain the way I felt. Reduce stress, get more exercise, change your diet and lose weight. Oh…sure, that’s much easier said than done.
My new husband and I are also trying to get pregnant, but after a year of trying we’ve had no luck. I saw another doctor who said that I should try to lose some weight while taking a fertility medication to create ovulation. Over the last two months I’ve lost 3 pounds. Not the progress that I was hoping to make. I’m so frustrated and my husband (who can lose weight in a blink) doesn’t understand why I am so depressed.
I’ve changed my diet and to have control over my eating schedule and eat several small portions a day. I still get very hungry but I have a Slim Fast shake for breakfast, a 100-cal snack at 10:30, a Slim fast shake for lunch, a 100-cal snack at 3:30 then we eat dinner anytime between 6:30-7:30 depending on the kids’ sports activities. Sometimes I’m too hungry to fall asleep so I’ll have something little at bedtime.
Over the years, I’ve exercised…I used to play volleyball and run cross county in high school. In college I still ran with friends and stayed active. But since having the kids, it hasn’t been that easy to get myself motivated. I’ve bought a treadmill, exercise DVDs, Yoga DVDs, Pilates, DVDs, books…you name it I’ve bought it and got bored with it. Last month, our company started a walking challenge…we wear pedometers and turn in miles every week. Right now I average about 5 miles a day. But in the last month…nothing has changed…my weight remains the same. I am so discouraged and feel like there’s no point in pushing myself when i’m not getting results. Between working full-time and shuttling/caring for 2 active kids…I’m exhausted and not motivated to exercise. My husband doesn’t encourage me and I don’t know where to turn. I’m hoping that by joining Buddyslim, I can get re-focused and re-energized and feel better about myself again.